"wake me up when i'm interesting again."
Wednesday, March 3, 2010 8:07 PM

 So earlier today I had to wake up mi hermano.  The time in which I had to do so conflicted with my Mass Effect playtime.  I forced myself in a very unappealing manner to remove myself from the invisible chains that bind me to my computer desk.  As I tapped his shoulder and told him to it was time to wake up, he replied with, "When I'm interesting again."  Not entirely sure if this was spoken from him, but after him repeating himself multiple times I thought it ought to be true.  Or perhaps it was one of those moments in which your mind conjures up different phrases and words to replace what you cannot comprehend or your lack of listening skills.  I doubted myself again, thinking he was dreaming.  But again he mutters, "Wake me up when I'm interesting again."  This disheartened me beyond belief but as most would do, I didn't let shit phase me or at least let it appear as though it did.
It was twisted yet so sincere.  It displayed the dissatisfaction that takes root within each able human being.  Even in times when one tries to forget, they still remember.  Of all the aches and pains, truths and lies, each meaning of the universe planted within the human soul to stem out and create a web of divinity.  I look at him and he looks back with tired eyes.
My attention then gets pulled away and thoughts are drowned out with the flamboyant screams of RuPaul's Drag Race.  He ridicules me on my momentary interest with drag queens.  We both laugh.

note: I am not entirely sure he said this, however the assumption itself made my heart metaphorically pang.

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