flashback; twist it up; i'm so close to giving up
Sunday, February 21, 2010 10:37 PM

I feel as though I'm malleable.  A hard piece of metal being shaped into the most pleasurable form.  Someone whom I'm affiliated with made a comment that I tend to change who I am depending on my environment.  My first initial reaction was that I was very offended.  Haven't the slightest idea as to why.  As I began to contemplate my feelings on this subject, I realized that the comment offended me because it felt as if I wasn't being true to myself.  I can spurt some random bullshit like people tend to adapt to their atmosphere in order to survive.  Honestly though, that isn't the case.  It won't ever be.  But I'm still discovering myself.  I'm glad that I can take up so many forms.  Each bend and break, sliver of metal that takes my grace, I am kind.

Currently Torrenting: Saw (2004)

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